Lost

I lost something.

It's amazing to me how much can people change. No person can change another person, a person changes by itself from the things one is going through. A heartbreak, a trauma, a triumph, a loss, they all change a person, sometimes permanently.

I used to be so weak and after being weak for years, I have toughen up when my heart started to heal.

And then I met you.

From being selfish and impatient, you changed me to give more and I never thought I would have so much patience in me. How can I love someone who is incapable of giving? I am starting to doubt myself, is what I'm feeling genuine?

If we had better timing, would our love have last? Would we both be better or worst now?