Sunnies

Today I broke my sunnies while urinating in the mall's public restroom, because I tucked my sunglasses to my shirt, and then it fell when I bent over, because my mother taught me to never sit on a public toilet, they are sprawling with germs, they can get into your skin, that's what mom said, you have to do it bending over, not touching your butt to the toilet seat. So my 1 year old sun glasses fell, and it broke, the right lense came out and the frame was already broken even before the lense came out, it is still a mystery to me why.

And it was sad, because I loved that sunglasses so much and it looked so good to me. I think so. He was outside waiting for me to finish the call of nature and I love looking at him from afar because he smiles at me as if seeing me again after a long time, and his smile haunted me for 5 years and it still haunts me now even if we've been together for 5 months, it kills me sometimes and I feel it in my belly.

We did some window shopping on the department store and it was great although the department store was boring because they don't have much. Nothing much to look at. We went around, making jokes and got to the sunglasses section. The best thing happened, we saw the newer version of my sunglasses, the exact replacement, and he bought it for me.

Today, we watched Thor in the cinema (the movie was boring), ate my favorite french fries, and we shopped around and he bought me a replacement of the exact sunglasses that I broke in the toilet. And the day just has to be in this diary.

"I will write this down in my diary so I will never forget this day."
"It's too bad that I am that easy to forget." the child in him is teasing me again.
"I will never forget you. These sunglasses is a remembrance."
"Why do you need something to remember me by, are you leaving me?" he's being childish and cute.
"I'm not leaving anymore, I just need to remember this, what if I get Alzheimer's when I get old? You can read me diary so I will remember you."

He was quiet.

"I will never forget you, you are stuck in my subconscious and in my conscious mind" I said.